I thought Thursday was a rough ride. Yesterday was even tougher. I assume that alot of the emotions I experiened yesterday surfaced from the two realizations that I had on Thursday. I found it increasingly hard to maintain some sort of sane balance throughout the day, even more so as clients began to test my patience. But I didn't slaughter anyone, so that's a good thing. During meditation last night I concentrated on my third eye. There has been some continuous movement in that area. I decided to see if I could direct that movement into the crown of my head. I was able to and what happened created quite an estatic feeling within myself. First I saw alot of geometric shapes. Then this transcended into a vision of the galaxy. I could see planets and it appeared that I was travelling through the galaxy. As concentration deepened, this vision turned to a spectacle of yellow pinpoint lights. They were travelling directly at me. It was difficult to keep my eyes closed. My entire body was tingling. I was able to maintain this image for about 5 minutes and then it disappeared. The sensations in my body changed as well .. and I began to feel light. Very light. And then all sensations vanished.