Warped

Lately I've been physically experiencing some strange going-on's with my head. Sometimes it feels as though it is being molded, sort of like a mound of clay. There is a lot of tightening sensations and compression sensations as well. I'm quite possibly feeding into my own paranoia. [arnold]It's a tumor[/arnold] I haven't been leaving my dream journal handy for the morning and been paying the price for this. The dreams are so vivid when I wake that I am so sure I will remember them in 10 minutes when I make my way out of the bed and downstairs. But I always end up forgetting the details I want to remember. Work. Ahhh work. I want out. I love my job. I love the people I work with. And I consider myself blessed to have the relationships I do at work and the ability to expess myself with them. I love the fact that I get to share knowledge with others and in turn create enormous and self-empowering life changes in these individuals, and have them love me (it is not unusual to have a client of mine come up and hug me or kiss me). As-of-late I have been feeling confined. A very limiting experience. As though I am bottling up my energy everytime I go to work. I feel bigger than what I am doing and want to have the freedom to expand on this. Release and unbind this boundless energy. It is not yet to the point where I want to quit and never return, but I can see it snow ballin' to this very soon.