Eye Sore
| I have been having an increase of activity in the third eye. The pulling and tightening sensations used to be limited to just moments of meditation and with concentration. In the past 2 days there has been no limitation. On the subway today heading downtown, I closed my eyes. Watching my thoughts but not being my thoughts. I felt the sensation pulling. I brought my awareness to this area and observed. I must have fallen asleep as I don't remember much after that. I have also noticed subtle vibrations in things around me. I can actually see them vibrating or shifting. Not all things and not all the time but it's happened enough that I am investigating the source of this 'seeing'. Unlike after the Vipassana retreat, since the weekend spent with Gurumatha I have had urges throughout the day to meditate. It may be on the bus or at work or while I am reading something at home. I have been finding ways of going with these moments, even if it simply means closing my eyes and focusing on the breathe for 5 minutes. Being able to do this has increased my level of sensitivity to those around me and I find myself feeling more and more detached to the events that are unfolding. I am becoming a witness without the effort. I discovered the source of my jealousy today. Seeing the effect of moments in my childhood are having an immense impact in my relations with Dylan and Megan. I am beginning to unveil moments of my past which have affected my relationships with people. At some point today I was able to see Dylan as my mirrored image, yet the complete opposite of me. He is firm and uncompromising and straight foward and to the point. I am the complete opposite where I am wishy-washy, overly-compromising and contemplative. I can see how there are moments in my life that I can actually learn from Dylan. |



Comments on "Eye Sore"
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SoulManifesto.Net said ... (12:05 AM) :
post a commentIt's amazing how you make a habit of having a meditation session even for a few minutes in your day. I try to do it on the bus myself too.
It's also great how you gain some reflections and realizations of your own behaviour by seeing someone that is closed to you. You are very lucky that you learn something from you own son, and he is very lucky to have someone who is as aware as you are :)
Sending you much love and positive energy, Kelly.
Peace and Love always,