Dreams

The dreams this week past have been of a different tone, less frightful and intense but more puzzling :| One dream in particular was of two previous partners and had to do with my relationships with them. The first ex and I seemed to communicate telepathically. No words were spoken between us yet we exchanged communication. In 'real' life I do not find him physically attractive anymore yet in my dream his appearance was handsomely youthful. I found myself drawn to him physically but not emotionally. The exchange of communication was rooted in his desire to resume a relationshiop with me. The exchange of communication between us was warm, loving and accepting. He was holding a newborn baby dressed in white. The second ex I communicated verbally with, though he did not speak a word to me. It appeared that he did not want to talk to me. I felt very frustrated in attempting to communicate with him and remember wishing that he would just grow up. There was a resistful energy emitting from him. He appeared incredibly smaller than me in energy and the room which he was in was dark. Last night I had a most wonderful yet puzzling dream. I was at the Siddha Yoga Center. It was for Guru Gita. In the oversized chair sat Swami Muktananda and on his lap he held me as though I was a small infant. He was craddling me. He was majestic in his purple robe. I was adorned with beautiful gold beads and jewellery and wearing a white robe. In front of us sat a crowd of people, all meditating. The lights were dimmed and candles were burning. Muktananda was singing and humming a song which I am not familiar with. The entire dream I remained in the arms of Swami Muktananda and this sense of absolute pure unconditional love filled every cell of my being.