Cleared out

[more...] If at all possible to imagine for a moment what it would feel like to touch electricity, that is what I have been feeling today. At times I will feel a twitch or a pinch or a prickle and upon contact with my hand I would feel currents of electricity traveling under the skin. It seems to be localized to the neck area though I did feel it also in my feet. Since the initial reiki session I have been experiencing a course of emotions arise within me. I am assured that this is natural and to simply allow them to arise and take their course. As the days go by I am re-membering ... events shrouded and concealed . Memories of things that people have done. And these memories are creating emotional and mental pressures. I found myself feeling transcendently repulsed by a particular individual, though I was able to 'work through' it during my session. I wonder to myself how I ever made it through those years. God granted me much strength. As these memories swarmed my mind I felt my chest becoming increasingly hot. Placing my fingertips at the center I felt a burning and spinning sensation. It was as though there was a wheel of fire beneath the skin, growing hotter and hotter. ~~~~~~~~~ Final day of the cleanse yesterday. The seven days sailed smoothly. Had one of the boys do my body composition and not a lb of lean muscle lost, thankfully. Weight hasn't fluctuated much minus a few lbs of fat. Skin and hair looking much better. Physically, feeling incredible. Strange thing the other night, caught myself sleep walking. I don't recall ever walking in my sleep before. The night was a rough night with a lot of non-sensical dreams. I woke up, as when I first started to have these symptoms, several times throughout the night. At one point I opened my eyes and realized I was in the kitchen. Just standing there. Session was good [more later]. On Yanna's advice I am going for a massage. I have a friend who is a registered massage therapist and he has some background in healing techniques, and it won't cost me a thing :-)