Glorious gifts of God not tossed aside ...
| Here are the roadposts directing me on this journey, falling before my feet. A change in careers, a change in residence, a change in my perspective on relationships and life. Megan and I had a most fun girl-filled weekend. Self-pedicures and manicures and facials. Model posing pictures. Walks along the danforth in the pouring rain. Dancing and singing to music in the dining room. I am beginning to see and feel and experience all that has been missing in my life for the past few years. Though thankful for the experience I am also grateful for the opportunity to break free of those chains that bound me. Received a phone call yesterday morning to 'check my mailbox'. In it was a single white envelope with my name written on the front. Opening it up I felt that blooming giddiness that's been absent for so long. Inside the most tender poem and a tiny little flower from the trip we took to the forest last week. My connection with him is so effortless. I adore and admire his strength, independence and compassion. His grace in life and commitment to life. Our week together has been most magical ... |



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CE said ... (1:26 PM) :
post a commentNice to hear from you again. In love, are you? I don't blame you. I guess that's what life is all about.
I should read all your previous post. I'm curious. Don't worry, I'm in love too. But I won't tell you with whom.
Does love ever leave? I'm not sure about that. It depends on what kind of love you have. I guess if it is true love, then it wouldn't leave you. At 17 I fell in love for the first time, but stopped it from blossoming because I felt she wasn't the one for me. She was 16 and extremely beautiful; she was a missionary kid. I found a photo of hers on internet, a school photo during her stay at the international school in Manila. She's probably married now and with lots of kids. But I can't locate her. I'm hoping they will have a reunion in Europe someday so I could see her again. Also I have had many girl friends when I was younger, and I'm still in love with them. Sadly they're probably all married now.