Moving on

There are moments that I feel like I'd like to move on. And there are times where I am passionately gratified with where I am. Though I've had two separate job offers in the past month to explore my career options in non-fitness related area's, it just didn't feel as though parting time had come. And I'm glad I made the decision to stay where I am .. for now. The Big B and I have taken on a corporate project working with brides-to-be and getting them into shape for their big day. There is so much satisfaction in being a part of the joy that I see in my clients as they move closer and closer to their goals of being healthier. I am proud of them and of myself. For being the best source of support that I can be. For making a sustainable difference in the lives of others. If I do this job for anything, let it be for the well being and happiness that it brings others. I met my 'financial counselor' for the third time on Friday. She has me set on a plan to clear my steaming pile of debt (which includes moving to a cheaper place of residence) and start saving to purchase a home. Back in the fall I decided that becoming an entrepeneur was decidedly in my near future, but as I met with her to map these financial obligations and responsibilities out it seemed that it wasn't going to be so near. So we've set a long term plan for myself in re-building my credit. First with the purchase of a home to give myself some equity and then to walk on the path of freedom. The vision becomes clearer and clearer. I've managed to slip in a third spot during the day for meditation in the afternoon. Though it is only half the time I spend in the morning and evening (an hour each sit), it is helping me carry this state of joy and peace throughout the latter part of my day. After two years of not maintaining my practice I am so thankful for being diligent and committed. I can not imagine myself ever not being here, within myself.