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Dreams have been pretty non-sensical. Had another 'scary' dream last night. The 'monster' was the sound in my ear (that high pitched frequency I hear during meditation). Try to wrap your head around that one :P There has been an increase of 'activity' in the left hand and foot. Numbness in both, tingling and currents of energy roar through my left hand. Lots of tenderness (not sure what else to call it) along the mid section of my spine as well. Tension building in my neck. Following any dream is worse, as I always wake up in the middle of the night. My body feels as though it has literally been through the ringer. Concentration in meditation is increasing. The lights that sparkled during meditation, now appear whenever I close my eyes. Will soon have completed the 3rd Jhana. Nice and steady. Meditation, I have found lately, is invigorating me. Received a proposition at work today, for a general manager position. This promotion in management will give me the opportunity to 'run my own little business' (of course with the help of other management). There's been lots of talk of me taking the position but today was a sit-down/we want you kinda talk. Money matters need to be sorted out of course, as I laid my expectations on the table for salary (which was higher than they expected). This is definately experience I am going to need for when my own business takes off, which I've projected to have ready to run in the next year. Nothin much more than that. Am having difficulty with writing here, feeling that there must be 'something' to write about. Some 'thing' to share. And I'm just lovin' this state I'm in where there is nothing but this, right here. This moment.